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Therapy tomorrow, which I don’t think is doing anything. I have an appointment with my family doctor to have my ankle x-rayed again. Homecumming is this weekend and I really don’t want to have to wear my air cast brace thing. Ew. My foot is repulsive. The bruises are coming up to the surface and my toes are black and purple. Ewwie.

Way back in September, I was woken up Monday, the 20th, night by Ryan getting yelled at for breaking a window or something. Pam said some things that I didn’t think were right to say to anyone, let alone your own son, which I’m not going to repeat because it was about someone else and is their business. She kicked Ryan out of the house and said that Ryan owed her money and that she couldn’t get any from Rick or Becky, so that was my cue to leave. If I’m such a financial burden, then I’m gone. She said she wanted everyone to leave her alone and that she didn’t want anyone like Rick or Joel to come down there. Then she told me that I had to pick up Chelly after school at 2:50, I told her I couldn’t because I had TEE until 3:30, so instead of being reasonable she said swore at me and told me that I could because that day I got out at 1, but that was because I had the COMPASS test at LCCC, but she wouldn’t listen to me. She slammed her door and wouldn’t listen to me, so I packed some stuff and left. She called my grandparent’s about an hour later and paraphrasing, she said that legally I have to stay with her, I said no, she said I left because I couldn’t get my way, and told her I left because I was tired of living in a house where the only thing anyone ever does is fight, she said they fought because of me, I said thanks, she said to I had to come back that night, I said no, she said to come get my stuff, so at midnight I had my aunt drive me back to pack my stuff. Then Pam tells me that I can come back the next day.

Whatever. Life’s too short to be somewhere where I didn’t want to be and wasn’t wanted.

Went back Tuesday, the 21st, to pack my stuff. Took three hours, 41 garbage bags, and 4 boxes to get my clothes and junk out while they all sat in the living room. Went home and threw up food I didn’t eat. There’s other stuff but I only now felt like writing about it and even now none of it seems important. I never even cried over it and normally I’m a huge ball of tissues.


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Date: 2004-10-13 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tabinet.livejournal.com
I don't think my therapy is doing much for me either. And I'm paying for it. Yesterday I left feeling MUCH worse than when I got there. She makes me feel raw & bad. Boo-urns!

Have you been watching the Presidential debates? I'm so sad that the last one is tonight. It's one of the best reality shows...

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Date: 2004-10-13 12:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com
I think therapy brings up more emotions than it takes care of. It's a good thing that Rick, my dad's, insurance covers it.

The debates crack my shit up. It's funny to watch the SNL skits too. They're just too funny. There should be debates right up until the election.

Date: 2004-10-15 11:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tabinet.livejournal.com
I totally agree with what you just said about therapy. That's exactly what I was trying to say. It makes you feel all of these things & then leaves you feeling all raw & horrible. Also, there's not a lot of room for mean-spiritedness & those purposely bad things you do to make yourself feel better [and make you feel better than any of that good natured hippie crap].

I think the SNL skits go on a bit too long for my tastes & aren't as funny as they think they are. Bush should be happy the debates finished 3 weeks before the election as he does so badly in them.

Date: 2004-10-15 03:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com
Oh, SNL, like Leno, they just go one step beyond the funny and run it into the ground.

Bush is happy he doesn't have to make with the English speaking anymore.

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