Ugh. This is tough for me because I feel like there will be someone reading it and thinking that it's actually my weakness.
Hmmmm, I'm thinking and typing and thinking more and now I'm typing to stall for time, which doesn't make sense because I can delete this paragraph, but I won't.
Ok, I think one of my strengths in vidding is how I've changed what I choose to vid. The vids I make now are more my true personal taste then what I thought was my personal taste, but was really use fandom's influence on me. I went through a phase where I liked vidding popular shows because I thought it would get me more views. It kinda did, but now I'm so freaking happy to make a vid for a show I think two people watch. I'll make that vid and I'll be so happy with it and I'm fine making vids that even get released online because I made it and it made me happy and I want to keep it to myself. I started making vids when I was rather young and my views on so many things have changed. And I like the subjects I vid now. Like, go away sad white boys, I'm full up and only keeping Dean Winchester. That stupid fuck.
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Date: 2014-09-08 10:28 pm (UTC)Ugh. This is tough for me because I feel like there will be someone reading it and thinking that it's actually my weakness.
Hmmmm, I'm thinking and typing and thinking more and now I'm typing to stall for time, which doesn't make sense because I can delete this paragraph, but I won't.
Ok, I think one of my strengths in vidding is how I've changed what I choose to vid. The vids I make now are more my true personal taste then what I thought was my personal taste, but was really use fandom's influence on me. I went through a phase where I liked vidding popular shows because I thought it would get me more views. It kinda did, but now I'm so freaking happy to make a vid for a show I think two people watch. I'll make that vid and I'll be so happy with it and I'm fine making vids that even get released online because I made it and it made me happy and I want to keep it to myself. I started making vids when I was rather young and my views on so many things have changed. And I like the subjects I vid now. Like, go away sad white boys, I'm full up and only keeping Dean Winchester. That stupid fuck.