I do some really horrible things to brains, but I've never purposefully fucked one, but YAY. :) Thank you.
I had a bit of underhanded subtext because, in my head, it was part of the Fuck You challenge. Not in a mean, "I hate you all" kind of way, but in a personal "Fuck You, I'm using a billion effects because that's how I roll" way. After I completed this vid and considered the other vids I had made for VVC, I almost felt like I needed a disclaimer that said I don't hate women. I thought that a lot of what I was trying to say wasn't going to read and everyone was going to hate it and be offended. I obviously overthought it. Cherry had to die for many reasons, both technnical and narratively, and I wanted to play with that. On the surface she seems to die so that Sam and Dean can have angsty motel sex because that is a major theme in slash. Technically, masking is hard, yo. Then I had my own thoughts about awesome female characters... they die.
sol_se warned me that people were going to be squicked out by the chained up zombie stripper. But I already knew it would get to some people. In the things that Supernatural tries to immulate, that's what happens to women. I figured that between this and one of my CVV vids, people would be squicked in general.
I originally wasn't going to have wincest, but I liked playing with the manips for your Climbing Up the Walls that I decided to test out using masks. As you can see, I went with it. I'm glad I did because my original version was so vague about the wincest that it wouldn't have read by the viewer.
On the surface I wanted it to work as the horror grindhouse feel that Supernatural sometimes aims for with the porn, but falls short of achieving. The majority of Supernatural fandom dislikes the female characters. (I'm not pointing out individuals and I'm generalizing, so hopefully no one throws things at me.) Supernatural doesn't write women well, so I had to take a female from another fandom. One that likes women who are strippers or lesbians.
I have other thingy thoughts, but there was much better meta than this at VVC.
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Date: 2008-08-22 01:21 am (UTC)I had a bit of underhanded subtext because, in my head, it was part of the Fuck You challenge. Not in a mean, "I hate you all" kind of way, but in a personal "Fuck You, I'm using a billion effects because that's how I roll" way. After I completed this vid and considered the other vids I had made for VVC, I almost felt like I needed a disclaimer that said I don't hate women. I thought that a lot of what I was trying to say wasn't going to read and everyone was going to hate it and be offended. I obviously overthought it. Cherry had to die for many reasons, both technnical and narratively, and I wanted to play with that. On the surface she seems to die so that Sam and Dean can have angsty motel sex because that is a major theme in slash. Technically, masking is hard, yo. Then I had my own thoughts about awesome female characters... they die.
I originally wasn't going to have wincest, but I liked playing with the manips for your Climbing Up the Walls that I decided to test out using masks. As you can see, I went with it. I'm glad I did because my original version was so vague about the wincest that it wouldn't have read by the viewer.
On the surface I wanted it to work as the horror grindhouse feel that Supernatural sometimes aims for with the porn, but falls short of achieving. The majority of Supernatural fandom dislikes the female characters. (I'm not pointing out individuals and I'm generalizing, so hopefully no one throws things at me.) Supernatural doesn't write women well, so I had to take a female from another fandom. One that likes women who are strippers or lesbians.
I have other thingy thoughts, but there was much better meta than this at VVC.