hope

[kiki_miserychic]

It feels like all I do is go to work now. And I only work part time, so I can't imagine what it would be like to work full time. I'd probably slit my wrists in a warm bath or something. I like where I work, but dang I wanna go do something.

Ok, so Doctor Who made me cry like a bitch and I didn't think I would because Rose/Billie Piper got on my nerves at times.

I didn't realize how invested I was in Jackie and Pete until I was crying and didn't care that they were stopped in the middle of a hallway while Cybermen and Daleks were having a war in the building.

Yvonne still fighting for Queen and County with the oil tear was great.

I loved the 3-D glasses and thought they were cute, but the last two times he put them on I was wondering why the heck he kept doing it, but then it was explained and once again became cute.

I feel stupid because at first I thought the Time Lords originally made the Daleks, then they said it was a prison.

I love Mickey. Mikey and Jake are ten kinds of awesome. That is all.

The only bad thing about the episode was Billie Piper's eye make up. Why must the cake on the mascara?

The up against two opposite sides of a wall has been done, yet I still love it and cried.

David Tennant is very pretty when he cries.

Umm, was that Catherine Tate? Totally random and kinda annoying at the end. I know there's a Christmas Special, I didn't need that tacked on the end.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.  (Too bad they're all in boxes in the garage.)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (And I hate it.)	✓ I love to play video games.  (But I don't have an X-Box.)	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.  (Once accidently when I thought it was just a bad PBS movie. I was extremely confused when they started having sex.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  (Oops.)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (Heck yes. I am fugly.)	× I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi.  (Had it on the way to DC and it 'twas yummy.)	✓ I talk really, really fast.  (People make me repeat myself because they can't understand me.)	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.  (And I can't decide if I should get it cut. I'm going to donate it, but I don't know if I'm ready to have short hair again.)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.  (If you add up all the stepsiblings and halfsisters I have about 1.75)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (I love me some fake nails.)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look.	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (I lied to Sarah Jane at IHOP and said that I didn't do something, but it was because I didn't remember she already was told the truth.)	✓ I am usually pessimistic.  (We're all going to die.)
× I have a lot of mood swings.	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized.  (If it was legalized it could be regulated in a better way.)	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.  (Loads of them.)	× I enjoy talking on the phone.	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.  (Pajamas are meant to be worn to the mall.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.  (Have you seen my mother?)
✓ I have a mobile phone.  (Sweet RAZR.)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
× I currently like/love someone.	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.  (Just not in 9 months.)
✓ I have changed a diaper before.  (Gross.)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.  (True dat yo.)	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.  (Why should I have to type it out everytime?)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (Candy Apple is the best.)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
✓ I own the "South Park" movie.  (On VHS. How old school is that?)	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.  (Some. Not all, but a few certain ones.)
× I would die for my best friends.	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	× I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	✓ Democrat.  (How I vote.)	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (Mostly.)
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
✓ I love my job(s).  (Just started working the deli at IGA and I love it.)	× I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.  (They're so cute.)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.  (Hopefully.)	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.  (Piano.)
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro.   (I set one thing on fire. ONE.)	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much.  (A few times.)	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.  (Plenty of times.)
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	✓ I usually like covers better than originals.   (I collect them too.)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.  (It's sick.)	✓ I can't whistle.  (Never learned how.)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.  (At church camp.)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.  (I'm trying to cut back though.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist.  (I've a gallery opening, but I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm an artist.)	× I am ambidextrous.
✓ I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.  (Stuffed animals rock.)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes.  (Feet are gross.)	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.  (It was so long ago I can't remember where I got the link from.)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	✓ I am extremely flexible.  (I have an extra vertibrate in my back.)	× I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.  (I cry like a bitch during movies.)	✓ I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (But I won't shoot animals or people.)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (It's kinda a kink.)	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.  (I'm really weird about that kinda of thing.)	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.  (my therapist sucked.)	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole.  (In my head.)	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.  (He kind has. Or at least his phone must have. Asshole won't call me back.)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
× I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
✓ I have no piercings.  (But I want to get my ears redone soon.)	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.  (Fell asleep in the park with a friend.)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.  (I'm just slutty.)	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.  (But I'm still fat.)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	✓ I dislike milk.  (I can only drink it in my cereal.)	× I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me.	✓ Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (I hate my hair. It's the color of mud. Poopey mud.)	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.  (Money is money. If I was hot, I'd do it.)	× I don't like to chew gum.
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (Oh shit yes.)	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.  (At the mall I've gone back in to wait until the lot cleared out a bit more.)	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing.  (Badly. In the shower.)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.  (There's less than 0 chance of my having Angelina Jolie's baby.)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.  (They were all terrible.)
× I enjoy burritos.	✓ I'm Irish and loving it.  (I'm Irish and Scottish, so part of me wants to get drunk and the other half doesn't want to pay.)	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	✓ I sleep more than 12 hours a day.  (When I possibly can. Hell, I'd sleep 24.)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.  (My life sucks.)
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.  (Lots and lots.)	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.  (In a hot tub.)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	× I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	✓ I can only hate someone that I love.  (Oddly true statement.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.