I realize now I could have found the vid post from a rec but I thought was funny. Making an ass of yourself is part of the VVC experience I think. I'm sure a lot of people have said or done something stupid there. I've heard stories.

There can be hugs next year if no one invents a time machine soon.

I've tried to keep Finnish online things separate from "real life" personal stuff with my legal name, but then I stupidly surf YouTube signed into my work email and like a vid.

I've had the same name online since I was in middle school. I didn't think I'd have it forever. I would have decided how to pronounce it sooner too.