reality check

[kiki_miserychic]

I faced reality and sent an e-mail to VividCon registration saying that I won't be able to attend this year. I'm bummed out because I'd been looking forward to it, but it's not possible right now. Blerg.

Comments

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :)

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I'm imagining Darth Vader saying that.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Ditto. :)

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the hugs!

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I can't believe I have to miss the meta panel.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

*gets all misty*

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Me too. I had a whole list of people I wanted to meet.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thanks and lolz at Adama.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'll have to get in on that as a band-aid over not getting to actually go. Again.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I didn't get to go last year either, so it sucks twice as much because everything was planned. :(

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm plotting revenge.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

As much as I want to go, two years of planning to go and then getting to is enough for me. I'm bummed out now and thinking I won't sign up next year.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the squishes. :)

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

It feels awful doesn't it? Clicking send on the e-mail makes it all final. Agg.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I had wanted to talk about vidding as art with you at VVC! In personal and all!

I had to cancel last year due to work, but this year feels worse because I had everything set and I let myself get squeeful about it.

[laurashapiro.livejournal.com]

I know! I was looking forward to that conversation!

I am SO sorry. I wish there was something I could do. ):

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I started writing some vidding meta on the subject, so maybe I'll be posting it before VVC.

The only thing that would fix it is teaching my mother how to manage her money so she doesn't have to borrow some from her daughter. That's after the insurance company pays me back for my hospital bills. It just wasn't going to happen this year.

[beccatoria.livejournal.com]

Ugh, dude, that sucks ass and is completely unfair.

*hugs you*

I wish I could wish it better. :(

[laurashapiro.livejournal.com]

I'll look forward to your post, then.

And ::hugs:: Next year, okay?

[jarrow.livejournal.com]

Yes, me too! After you promised not to eat our souls and everything. :-(

[klia.livejournal.com]

I had to do the same thing.

*commiserates*

[counteragent.livejournal.com]

Aw, I'm sorry to hear that! I hope to see you in 2010.

[dualbunny.livejournal.com]

::piles on more very sad hugs::

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Sad hugs are better than no hugs.

[kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I want to sign up for 2010. The universe laughs at me when I plann for VVC.